I am exhausted both physically and mentally! I have spent the entire morning cleaning the kitchen because I have never touched it since Ralph suffered from an intestinal problem yesterday. All I know is that it was starting to stink, and when I woke up today to prepare breakfast because Ralph’s stomach has somehow settled after taking a couple of Loperamide, the smell and the mess all over the place was just too much.
When I finally got everything together, my mood has somehow lifted and it kind of willed me to do a little cooking. It’s always inspiring to do kitchen works when the ambiance is so fresh and tidy. However, Ralph still refused to eat a little more than what a sick personal would normally have. I thought it was understandable, so I let him get away with it and decided he’d probably be too hungry come dinner time.
So, I bought his favorite pork sticks around seven. I ate the remaining food from lunch some time in the afternoon so I wasn’t up to having dinner. However again, Ralph refused to eat a decent amount of his meal! He has actually lost weight just from one day of going back and forth from the toilet and puking sporadically. The least he could do is to make an effort to gain some back. I mean, look at how thin he already is!!!
There is nothing more frustrating than having your husband show reluctance whenever it’s meal time. I guess I just don’t have it in me, you know, kitchen and cooking…. Gosh!!! Yeah, I think it’s about time I accept that I just don’t have what it takes to be a super wife.